Endless Nameless

2006-03-25T15:41:00.000-07:00

http://saturn_dragon.livejournal.com/

Suffer Some

2005-09-20T01:09:00.000-07:00

I waited for you, to come along... with me
Standing alone, wrapped up in a sudden glee
we met and we loved it, I know you know it
but suddenly all ends, like my time is worth this...SHIT!

I'd care and you know it! my arms had shown it... holding you!
my heart breaks so slowly! but I don't feel lonely! like you DO
because you love it, because you want it! it seems you need it, to feel so wrong
because you owe it, suffer some for me, suffer for what I did... suffered for you!

I cared and you know it... life is kinda cruel
but don't bleed your whole self, save some for the little kids

¡Viva México!

2005-09-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

September 15th at 11:00p.m. the yell for independence is given and on the 16th México became an independent country with hopes and growth... until pri started gaining power and trashed this country, hope next year on elections no one forgets about more than 50 years of what could be called discrete opression from pri (I dont use capital letters cuz that would mean respect) and that people shouldnt expect magic to happen in 6 years (of the new goberment PAN) and that this country is much better than MTV blocking-poor people murdering-money stealing pri! I love my country, hope my people did too... malinchism being a part of our culture is disgusting, I still hope things will change for good. I dont belive we're a third world, but we still need a long road to walk to be on what people call the first world. People should stop wishing being someone else somewhere else and fix the crap here. Viva México! fuck you malinchistas!

Lost

2005-08-26T14:11:00.000-07:00

Here I am, Here I came
back to blank, into the space
I brought my wallet and my pain (novocain)
to spend the hours to sleep in death

I'm lost
lost

Here again, here I am
you've got someone new to blame
rejected and dazed for who I am
I'm so worried that I couldn't care less

I'm lost
lost

2005-08-26T14:08:00.000-07:00

Hey Man, its comingsliver and deforming
and your ayes are shaking
where are you coming from?

Rememer the old days
those marshmallow sundays
with our lies we're becoming...
where are you going now?

Hey man, where are you comnig from?
hey friend, where are you going now?

(we'll go smash the night boy...we'll go break the lights girl...)

you're eyes are shaky
where are you coming from?...

Some of my favorite bands!

2005-07-16T00:44:00.000-07:00

Nirvana

Led Zeppelin

Pink Floyd

Sonic Youth

Pixies

Alice In Chains

The Doors

Dinosaur Jr

Portishead

Goldfrapp

Fischerspooner

Janis Joplin

Jimmy Hendrix

Black Sabbath

Pearl Jam

Green Day (Oldies)

Smashing Pumpkins

Radiohead

Television

Caifanes

Fobia

Zero 7

311

etc etc etc... (I'll ad more later)

Right Behind the Glass

2005-07-09T15:20:00.000-07:00

Behind a window we stand, looking outside while the rain kisses the land
above earth, in heaven she cries
to see us below, burning our eyes
in sweet tears from our sour state of minds
when we realize we can never go back
to that soft touch, to that simple kiss that shook our minds
and gaze into your eyes and maknig me smile

Behing the glass, we both stand... but you gave up looking inside
you closed it tight
and so another window will open up

Stairway window at my house

Fuck Whatever

2005-07-05T12:59:00.000-07:00

stop covering up
I dont know where to cut
be careful slippin' around
all wasted sleeping around

fuck! whatever!
rock! when ever!

The infection in my head
the smoke in my lungs!
Little pieces of shit!
all over the ground
I asked you please to leave
In a terrible sound
my screaming towards your face
spitting over your mouth

Fuck! whatever!
suck! my member!
Fuck! whatever!
rock! when ever!

No Title Yet (not complete either)

2005-07-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

and for a moment… I thought it was a dream, in the sweetest sleep of my desperate death

My Personal Ghost

2005-06-27T14:59:00.000-07:00

you crawl inside my head
by night I shall die with your little kiss
and death and tears and solemn in fear
I feel awkward...

you are a ghost, that lives inside the little box I made from memories, to silent tears
of what I left behind, of all the little stars I grabbed and chewed and spit

the land that I left to rot...
all the friend's I've lost and that I lose everyday

You stand inside, you blew my mind
and with tears I said good-bye
you are a ghost that lives inside my eyes
and ate my heart

but dont mistake me for a fool, I'll let you go and so will you
and dont regret what we had, it was so beautiful...
so was my past

Oh Love...

2005-06-27T14:46:00.000-07:00

I can feel

the warm little drops over me

my flesh feels alive with all this pain

I wonder how I let you out...

I wonder how I forgot about

the way you made me feel...

so nasty, so fucked up, so wonderful

I loved you, even with your spit on my face

I fucked you, I wanted you

but you let it go

I cant feel

the sweet touch of your hurting look

you were so sweet, and so deliciously sour

I wonder how I let you go...

I wonder how I forgot about the way you made me dream

I forgot about the way you made me scream

so nasty, so fucked up, so fucking wonderful

I defied you God

all the odds... but you woke me up

with the coldest slap

I thank you tho...

dreaming was sleeping by

letting the moments go, by the sweet lullabies

of a fatal kiss, as the cold knife

Some of my favorite Movies

2005-06-27T14:27:00.000-07:00

Eraserhead (1976)

Un Chien Andalou (1928)

Metropolis (1927)

Nosferatu (1922)

Trainspotting (1996)

Requiem for a Dream (2001)

Pi (1998)

Elephant (2003)

Clockwork Orange (1971)

Romeo + Juliet (1996)

Donnie Darko (2001)

The Crow (1994)

Amelie (aka: Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain) (2001)

The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)

Virgin Suicides (1999)

Romper Stomper (1992)

Halloween (1978)

The Silence of the Lambs (1991)

Kurt & Courtney (1998)

Legend (1985)

Friday the 13th (1980)

Carrie (1976)

The Ring (2002)

Bridget Jones's Diary (2001)

The Craft (1996)

Fahrenheit 9/11 (2004)

The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975)

Muriel's Wedding (1994)

The Blair Witch Project (1999)

Fight Club(1999)

and so many more... bye 4 now...

Whore Wacking! Bitch Slapping! Coke Sniffin'! Fuzzy Little Bunnies!

2005-06-27T14:26:00.000-07:00

Whore Wacking! Bitch Slapping! Coke Sniffin'! Fuzzy Little Bunnies!

Where Art Thy?

2005-06-20T23:12:00.000-07:00

Careless little thoughts
Simlpest little shits
weird as I would want
but stranger in a way

I feel glad and honored
of being part of your life
but I still think you're a fucking ass!

Where are you?
Where have you've been?
have I've lost you?
I cant control the urge to find yo

Pepper Salt and Grunge o Bot

2005-06-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

Sweet Paranoia

2005-06-13T14:50:00.000-07:00

My distorted mind of a better world
of what I really want and what I've really got
thus my shredded imagination leads me to little creation
I've lost the darkness and melancholy I loved
and the fear I had petted

bitter sweet and endlessly
dont take away my apathy

it is Ironic, I hate to hate
beeing paranoid is all i've got
and being paranoid Is all I've done
but being so, does not mean I'm not right
so I got to be cool?
to be an abuser?
to be a man I gotta be a loser?
I'm out of time
I'm out of use
let me go by
let our politicians sodomize
while we rot

Heartbreaker

2005-06-13T14:42:00.000-07:00

I guess I shouldnt've sold my soul to you, thought it was weird when you didnt want to buy it after all

I guess I dont need my heart, you can keep chewing it, If you dont like it, please dont spit it on the floor

And please, stop invading my dreams and thoughts, maybe I just dont wanna let go, should I let go or should I wait even more? is this pathetic or dramatic or just playing poetic.

Doesn't need to rhyme, Unless you want it to rhyme
Doesn't need to grime, all over my fucking mind

But somehow I need you to be inside, to feel reality doesn't bite too hard

One Sweet Dream in Acid Memories

2005-06-13T14:30:00.000-07:00

the sound of innocence burning in a candle
going down the stairs in dark shades growing

but I feel fine, like heaven fine
the heart might burn but melancholy holds me

Jumping and playing around like children
remembering good times of purity
I feel alive with you
your eyes seem bright

drinking the sunset
eating the clouds
memories keeping...
our flesh feeling alive

the candles burning and kissing the sunset
making it hard to look away
I could take a picture and keep it forever
but I cant stop playing like a child
the happy one that used to live in me

Computeichon Masturb...well lets leave it on that

2005-06-13T14:28:00.000-07:00

Well I've been having trouble with my computer!! but the biggest trouble of them all is CHATTING!! yes! even on those messenger programs! have you've thought what a waste of time that is!? NO!? ITS BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN MESSENGER BRAINWASHED! (trukutux!!) yes lads yes!! computers are taking over the world! with their free porn temptations and their gigantic electronic ovaries! YES!! ooh those ventilation holes make them nerdy computer freaks called hacker so gosh-darn horny!! but they rather screw our computers! anyways.. I just needed to make a text that had something to do with computers so the image woldn't look so lonely (lol) buh-bye

Bubba Needs a New Hair Cut

2005-06-13T14:24:00.000-07:00

Here comes the storm to bite your nails and mess your hair

here comes your mom to see you're ok and hit your head

here comes your dad to hate you back and hate you again

Slutty muddy sweet like honey velvet money

get me out of this one

Fuck you, fuck it, sweaty and sunny help me honey

get me out of this one, help me out make me proud

Hard Candy

2005-06-13T14:21:00.000-07:00

I forgot how much I Hate to be brainwashed